i always am homesick whenever i'm away

because it is one place where i feel appreciated the most.
where i feel like it does matter that i'm upset.
where i'm always convinced that someone is there to listen.
where i can finally think that i wasnt taken for granted.

and yes, with home i mean my parents. loves,

I thank God

that i was placed in group 2.

porque?

because we'll have fridays off for the next 4 weeks. WUHUUU. so think think nak buat apa spare time banyak sangat ni hmmm...okay buat lawak manaada spare time kot when your assignments keep piling up. ANDD the notes are not goin to get themselves done despite being yelled at.

okay so i'm back home for the weekend. and yes with home i mean Taiping. which was lucky for me to be in group 2 so cuti lamalah sikit. which was funny that i felt terribly homesick considering it wasnt even three weeks pun. hmm maybe dekat uk nanti the sickness will better itself kot. you better. pleasse. gila nnti kalau kat sana tiga minggu tak balik pun  dah menggelupur nak balik tade sape nak layan hahah. 

weih weyy i discovered something about myself over the weekend. i realize, when i think about someone just before i'm about to sleep, i mean really think hard about someone, they come up in my dreams. all dressed up and acting LIKE HOW I WANT THEM TO ACT. eg even if in real life they're a fat jerk but in my dreams they go all sweet and act like i hoped for. 

haha it kinda feels nice to be in control for a change. (yelah ni je lah care nak perasan aizat nyanyi kat i kann HAAHA) 

ok dah ler dah tade idea. 

i'm sorry that i dont update as much. i'm a shy girl who doesnt like to expose my inner feelings/thoughts that much. having said so i appreciate you reading and do expect more of me. thank youu =))

p/s: weyy whats up with this motherlyness feeling i've been feeling lately?? okay big deal i love babies before but now i like....want   them.. as   mine?  ni mesti sebab nasuha...hehe =) siapa nasuha? nanti ah cerite. 

bai! 

hanya kau yang mampu

salam.

tadi saya terserempak dengan gambar ni kat internet.

gilalaahhhh. i forget how ehemfat he was. haha. jahat jahat. but who cares kan when now he can even fit into skinny jeans tahu??! i mean pftt bukan semua orang boleh pakai itu satu cabaran besarrrr (ohhh challenge accepted! haha neway saya tak akanlah pakai skinny jeans itu just to know i'll be able to fit in one sudah cukup bahagia ok hehe)

hanya kau yang mampu menguruskan badan begini

haa amek kau. dah kurus baru meletup sampai liyana jasmay terlentok lentok. 

ok sebenarnya post ni untuk motivasi diri sendiri to shed away some kilos. you see, sebab kat rumah ada astro boleh tengok biggest loser. thanks ya abang aizat (cey dan dan berabang tau haha)

so semoga berjaya untuk saya dan siapa2 membaca yang sama waktu dengannya! jum eat smart ok! :)) bye.

kalau sudah jodoh ahahaha

salam.

wey yesterday was awesome! we rented a car (we as in naz, piqa, anep and i) and went all the way to melaka! (the city, i mean) pegi beli barang2 sikit (because i would hardly call buying two AWESOMELY-CHEAP tops shopping), did some (totally compulsary) window-shopping and some walking around melaka area2 a famosa tu. btw sungai melaka sangat cantikkk lah waktu malam. a definite must-go spot when you come and visit melaka. =)) sape nak i can be your tour guide!  (HAHA tapi kena mention yang saya punya sense of direction sangat ngeng sampai sesat dua kali kot tapi not bad la kan dua kali je)

jap you havent heard the best part yet!

ok sampai malam around 9, 930 mcmtu we were heading back to college tapi we made a quick stop at tesco sebab terpaksa nak grab a few more stuff. lepas tu we noticed (I did, actually wahaha) there was this crowd just outside. ingatkan ada performance artis jalanan mane la nih buat show luar tesco.

bajet macho la kan, tanak layan artis2 ni stret je jalan pegi kat kete than suddenly emcee tu announce

" bla bla bla tepukan kepada _________"

(haa suspen tak suspen tak)

our heads turned (well at least mine did), lepastu bagaikan magnet, menonong je stret pegi join sekali hahaha. tergedik kejap for 10mins :p but it was a great 10mins okayy. :))

so whos the guy you may ask? (guy, klu petama)

siapa lagi?

yup you know it. :)

i was like WHOAA DEFINITELY THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY !! hahaha tak sia sia i mention pasai die ni twice okay dalam blog ni. you see, stopping by at tesco wasnt even part of our plan pun at first tapi kitorg singgah jugak anyhow and look what'd we get!! (adakah ini jodoh??) haha gila excited :))

and and!! did i mention yg sebab orang tak ramai he was just like 10 feet away from me?? heee

so itu je nak cite dalam post boleh-jadi-agak-jakun-sikit-kepada sesetengah-orang-yang-tak-mengerti ini heheh. you know aizat how i always say that i thought dalam malaysia ni suara male singer paling sedap is yours and kalau luar negara micheal buble? well after hearing you live,

i totally still do. 100percent more. :)

okay i think thas too much angauess already you may puke now.

.giggles. hee :))

kan dah kata

kann dah cakapp. hehe.

aizat menang. :)) <3 i dont really know the song 'pergi' tu anyway. sounds very, i mean veryyy slow.

haha. :)


ok dah angau bye.

down down down down

assalamualaikum. tak jawab dosa. haa.

ok. kenapaa kan, even the thought of leaving home pun made me feel sick. ni belum balik lagi which will be esok (sunday). sighhh. and AND (!) esok juara lagu pulak tuu. kenapa kenapaaaaa??! :( saya nak datang isnin boleh taak? isk. or take up home schooling pun best haaa. hehe

why do i dread going back to college so much you may ask? (haha perasan je orang nak tanye die) because of several obvious reasons okay. and no i'm not talking about being able to sleep bila bila masa pun kat rumah. first, i takut bio laa. takut kene repeaaat huhu. kalaulah fail bio ni kan (nauzubillah mintak jauhhh) it will be the first time i fail on a subject ever. like seriously ever. not even time pendidikan seni waktu lower form or sejarah form 4 form 5. gilalaahhh. and those two are like the hardest not-my-thing-langsung punya subject lah. although memanglah there is a first time to everything but i dont want a first time in failing okayyyyy. tamauuuu.  (okay other that the fact that i failed my jpj test for the first time tapi that wasnt HARDLYY a subject punn.      kan.  ? )

second, we were promised by the lecturers, yang this semester akan ada banyaak lab work tahu. promised, pulak tu. that means, extended hours and hours of experimenting and sometimes an experiment can take up the entire day tau! plus, itu belum mention kene pakai boot yang gila bergaya gedabak bila pakai rasa macam gengster. haha.


i'm not complaining, i'm just saying. :)


oklah let see how the first day of school went. hmmm.


ohh. siapa yang anda rasa akan menang juara lagu? saya rasa aizat. kannnn. haha. tak kesah lah mana2 lagu saya rasa aizat menang. saya cakap macam ni sebab saya sangat minat dekat aizat. anda bagaimana? :)